Nothing else has been going on. It just keeps snowing! I can't even remember the last time I experienced a winter this nasty before. Probably back in the 90s when I was in middle school or something. For the first time, the amount of snow is actually making me feel claustrophobic. Usually the outdoors makes me feel safe and free when I'm having a panic attack but now the thought of being buried alive makes me panic. Thankfully, it's been raining a lot so the snow is melting but there's still like 10 inches of it go to. It was warm out today so despite the inches of snow, we played with the pups outside. I haven't seen Monty happier to have a ball. He was digging it out of the snow and tossing it to himself he was so happy. And Mabel was so excited to play frisbee again. I want my damn yard back!
Also, we think we finally have a Colorado move date. Currently it's September. But I'm not expecting anything to go to plan because that's just the way shit rolls around here.
Let's see what else... moving, snow. That about covers it!
And here's some exceptionally cute pics of the tiny heart breakers doing what they do best. If I didn't have these guys in my life things would be way worse.
I'm sorry about the baby stuff. So frustrating when your body can't just tell you "HERE'S THE DEAL, HERE'S HOW TO FIX IT." I hope you can get back on an even keel soon because as you and I both know well anxiety is a biiiiiitch. <3 Sending you lots of love and good thought as always.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry you're having a rough patch. I can't really relate to the desire to have a baby ( I myself had an unplanned pregnancy 3+ years ago that was very difficult to handle, because I hadn't really planned on having any children), but I am sorry that you're having a hard time creating the family you truly want :(
ReplyDeleteI am sorry to hear you are having a tough time getting pregnant...back in the day I had a hard time as well. Keep the faith, you are in my thoughts.
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